Maybe its a sign<3, maybe you coming back into my life,even if its a phone call is a sign your supposed to be there.

Half of me loves him and says try and be with again, when the other half says let go again hes not worth it. I'm leaning more to the loving him half, but idk anymore:(

I don't follow my heart, its been wrong before. I go with my gut feeling,and now its telling me don't fully let go he called you </3

&& I made my mind up, i told him to stay out of my life. My hearts not a toy, its either you be with me or were nothing </3

I swear its like you have this curse over me,
you call me and everything ive worked on,
goes down the drain </3

Why'd you have to call me,
i was doing so fine without u,
now your the only thing on my mind,
i hate u for doing this to me,
idk why u affect me this way,
ur supposed to be out of my life,
not find ur way back in,
but im puttin a stop to it </3

I'm hurt,
tears running down my face,
my hearts confused,
my stomachs turning,
and its all because of you,
all bcuz you told me,
you love and miss me,
and idk what to do...

I have this amazing guy,
who wants to be in my life,
who i know wont hurt me,
yet i still long for you,
but i cant,
i cant keep hurting myself,
its not fair,
im sorry,
but this time you wont win.

I always get told love is enough to make anything work. Well in this case... love isn't enough.

Times have changed, memories are all whats left behind. I'm moving on with my life, saying goodbye to the past and hello to the future. I want to start new, i want to forget the past, I won't live in there anymore. So goodbye past and hello future