I never thought this would happen,never thought it would end this way. But everybody always told me to expect the unexpected</3.

You always said your mom gave me to you.You always said i was an angel from god given to you. You always said this and that...but was any of it ever true is the real question?

When i lost my mom,i didnt just lose my mom. I lost my best friend and my heart too</3

When i think ive made my mind up...it goes back to not losin hope. I try and try so hard but i cant do it,i dont think im supposed to let go<3

My gut feeling has never been wrong. It told me the day i went home "dont leave,if you do he'll change" and I wish i listened bcuz he did change.and its tearin me apart bcuz if i stayed..it wouldnt be this way</3

I wish i had a time machine so i could go back to the day before i left....and make sure i dont</3

Its a hurtful thing when you and someone used to be inseparable...and now its like you never even met.

I used to be "your babygirl","the love of your life". Used to be,being the word. I wish used to be was i am</3.

Dont you see how much i love you? Dont you see how i would do anything for you? Dont you see the pain your causing..the tears running down my face,the sound of my heart breaking? Dont you see how much this is killing me</3

As i pick up the razorblade to make the pain go away..i stop & think "Did u ever love me?". Idk the answer & that kills me.As i put the blade to my skin ready to cut..i stop & say outloud "i wish u were here to stop me"