Maybe you'll listen when im not there anymore,when ive walked away..but by that time,it will have been TOOO late.

The day you feel the pain you've cause you'll appretiate my efforts.

You know i love you..
you just have no idea how much.
the risks i'd take for you,
&the love i've got for a person who's a thousand miles away.
you've got no idea how much my heart desires your presance again.

I just dont understand...
you say you love me,but why do i feel so heartbroken whenever i think of you?
i think im supposed to be letting go....

Believe me when i say that letting you go is the hardest thing i'll ever have to do...

It's the hardest thing in the world when you have to let go of your first love..
but as much as it hurts,sometimes you have to.....

I just wish i was strong enough to leave you....
for goood..

And if God wants, we'll be together again& have our forever <3

As long as i ignore the feelings &not think about it i'll be okay!
but i know that only lasts for so long, b'cas as soon as you come up,the feelings pour out& i loose complete control after that..

Forgetting you isnt so easy..