I just turned 23 and feel depressed
I feel like a piece of shit...

I am getting sick of disappointments
Where ever i go there lies one...

I dont like being angry
I dont want nor need it...

I so just wanna take a knife
and end my life...

Darkness is crawling inside of me
its eating me inside...

My friend doesn't tell me anything
when she is sad...

I dont know what to do
i live such a boring life...

Being left behind multiple times hurts
the first time was high school...

I have always been useless
never could get good grades...

I used to not be like this at all
I used to be happy...

When my friends get sad or mad
I don't know what to do...

Every time I see her I want to say hi
And every time i leave her i want to say by...