I wrap two blankets around me and still feel cold only to find out it's not my body that's cold but my heart. <3

I can't love and can't be loved so stop trying.
You're just making it worse.

I wish you could see past this mask...
maybe you would treat me differently,
but that's just a guess.

I'm showing them my true self...
I'm letting the tears flow and showing my rage with my fists.

I scream and scream
but nobodys listening!
what did i do to deserve this?

Love is like a dream...
But also can be like a nightmare.

The bloody cuts show my past, present, and maybe a future.

Life is like a bee sting
it just plainly sucks!

When life gets hard.
I take a knife to my wrists.
But that's just me.
What do you do?

Sometimes life gets hard.
people say face it.
some say ignore it.
I say screw it live life, and who cares what people say? It's not as if I'm listening.