Without u..im ok....i really need to stop lyin to myself...

I wish i could look back on what we had and think that u really did love me and u really did care and u never lied to me but the truth is, all i can look back on..is someone who used me..

Its funny how im still sittin here hurtin,while ur findin someone else to hoook up w/ already....like its as if u never cared and everything u ever had to tell me were lies!

Everyday there used to be somethin worth wakin up to--it was u.Everyday there was somethin to wait for--ur phone calls. Every weekend was somethin to count down the days for--it was seein u.Now that were over,theres no reason to live..anymore..

U drive me to this.. tears on my face and scars on my rist.

Im so tired of the bullshit I take more hits I pop more pills Trying to give life a hint that im tired of all this shit!

I know ur tired of the lies, but baby uf u just look into my eyes u will see a girl that lyes in bed every single night just thinkin of u,no1 else.

U know itz luv when...everthang bout hem became perfect...n he iz da only 1 that u think bout thruout da day...n da 1 datt gave u dat 1 kiss, da 1 kiss that makes ur lips tingle n can take away all ur pain...when no1 else can do dat...itz luv.

I don't want to look into ur eyes and just realize it was all just ah big lie.

Ur the 1st thing i think ov when i wake up and i think ov u every second every minute every hour of the day then i think ov u right before im goin to sleep then i dream about us...and then wake up the next day and start all ova agen...