So many questions asked, but no one's answering.
Would it be okay if I left today?

~MEST-Jaded

I'm lost, broken, confused but i won't give up on you ...
tonight i'll lie here all alone wondering what our future holds.
and my life should fall apart would you still care?

~MEST- Lost, broken, confused

I tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
i lay dying
and i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?

~evanescence-tourniquet

I think it's fair 2 say, u hav ruined my life but jus stay away from my friends and dont u dare hurt them, i dont care wat happens 2 me but they r all i hav left so stay away

My problem is pretending 2 b fine wen i m not. Ur problem is pretending 2 b fuct up wen ur not. No matter how much I h8 me, i'm glad im not u!

I'm lost in a world hwere darkness consumes the person. Once they are gone they become like a tornado, sucking up the people closest to them and spitting them back out, like they never mattered at all.

How do you hold on to someone wen they wanna leave, knowing that u can hold on but 2 hold on will mean letting go of life?

Staying here wanting to leave, while fighting for you not too leave is prooving way 2 difficult

I sit on the floor, i open the draw, I pull out the blade and hope the memories will fade.

It's the times I need you most, that i pull away, its the times i hurt too much that I can not say. it's when I pretend the most when I wanna leave so bad, it's right now, I can't fite it, I'm too bloody sad.