I'm so confused!

Should I smile because were friends?

Or cry...?

Because that's all we will ever be.....

Suicide is just another last cry
For help that can't be answered...

The loneliest
Feeling in the world
To be crying and yet
Have no one there for you

Tired of trying, sick of crying
Yeah I'm smiling, but inside I'm dying

Why does life have to be so F**ked up

I'm sorry if what I said hurt u

I'm sorry if what I said made you fall

I'm sorry if what I said made you take ur life away

I'm so sorry.... I will never forgive myself even if it ment u forgiving me....

I might seem fine to u

But to me I feel like a messed up person who can't escape the feel of hurt and all crying that I shed each night

You said u will never hurt me

You said I will distroy anyone that hurts u

You said we will never part till the day we die

That's funny cos u left me, hurt me and u destroyed me and everything around me

What if....... Losing u ment my life is no longer worth living for

I caught myself smiling in the mirror.....
But than thought of u