Can I die now?
Because I'm ready...

You can't do anything to change the way I feel
You can try to make me smile...

I cry, cry all these tears
After all these years...

No ones happy
No ones glad...

I see everyone else laughing and smiling
All I could do is stare...

We go to sleep
We close those eyes...

You give me a hug, I hug you back
You think I'm happy with this smile on my face...

I can pull off anything
Make you think its true...

**this is not a happy love poem and this isn't a...
You look at me...

You always told me everything would be okay
You said if I ever wished to die...

Theres a place where I go
Where I feel free...

A water droplet?
No, a drop of clear blood from a broken, torn soul...