You keep yelling at me for all the mistakes I've done
you keep yelling at me because this is what I've become
keep denying it..its all YOUR fault

You said you loved me and my heart grew
you said you had to leave me
and you did in pain, how could you
: (

You said it was over and my hearts not beating

When I get to the point where I have to kill
I'll video tape it so all you can see Exactly what you've made me do
Exactly what you made me

You have no father, no older men to look up to
so you turned to drugs because of all the pain
one breather and you're numb
one breather I'll kill myself if you don't stop

Watching you inhale something I hate
you watching me cut something I regret
what a great life we won't forget
: (

You took my heart, threw it away
you took drugs instead of me
and I gave my heart away to someone who didn't care

You smoked
Got high
You loved me
But I wanted to die
You hurt yourself
And so did I
We both dance in regret
As we both wave goodbye

My heart will never grow because the love won't show

You always say everything will be fine, everything is going to be okay
I pull back my sleeve
"IT AND I WILL NEVER BE OKAY..NEVER!!"
I PROMISE YOU