I'm sick of wondering
Wondering why
I'm like this
And why I can't fly

I've been waiting for that moment
When everything floats away
I cant' take it anymore
Living, feeling like this everyday

You tear me into shreds and you throw me away
You take my heart and stab it to death
all my life you have now its like EVERDAY

Theres nothing that I have to give
because the last time I gave you somethign you threw it away
you crushed my heart and hoped that I die i thought you'd love me instead you just laughed and made me cry

It sometimes hurts like hell
I don't think I'll ever be well

I thought life was easy
Now I know why no one believed me
With heartaches and unthinkable memories I cry
Now I know, now I understand why your number one wish is to die

I remember when I was little
I thought everything was simple
I'm older now
But now everything is a challenge
I know if I could ever fight it someday somehow

I look on the good times
And then I look to the bad
A thousand tears flow down my cheeks
And I cannot help but be sad

People know that I want to die
They take a deep breathe in and ask "Why?"
All the answers to that question I hide
But I only share those feelings with people who also want to die
Don't be stupid and ask "Why?"

I'll meet you in hell
Hell is where my heart lies
It left the day I was born
And I know why