One night of drinking,
leads to many scars
upon my wrist from cutting.

Lord help me.

Why do I always care for people who don't care for me?

Make these dreams stop.
Make everything just stop.
I'm sick and tired of living a lie.
Please, just let me die.

Please look behind the make-up, behind the smile and the laughs and see who i truly am. </3

Let me die upon this night,
let me leave this world in fright.
Nobody could ever see how not right
I was, but who cares when the sun is bright?

Truth is, I'm finished.

Please help me,
don't leave me in the cold,
don't let me tighten that rope.
please, don't let me die....

One little step, and its all over.
Tell me I matter, or push me off the edge.

I'm breaking to the point of no looking back.... Gonna go out in the rain and cry. Hoping it will help... If not know friends, that I love you all.

Why do I even try?
Someday I will surely die.
So why can't today be the day I stop crying?

Why couldn't I have gone just a little deeper?
Then I wouldn't be crying while sitting here...

Is it time to say my final goodbyes yet???