I miss you the most when I'm the happiest

Hope. Its the best part of the future. It can never be bad...

Hated loving u, was scared of u going away,
Hated missing u, wanted u to come back,
Now i hate not having any feelings for u,
the connection between us is lost,
N I've forgotten how amazing it is, to be completely yours!!

Our time together was short,
It sucks you had to leave,
But I am thankful for one thing,
It wasn't someone else you loved, but me!!

Why are you so far away,
I have to fight for every moment we are together,
yet inspite of it all,
I wud'nt want it any easier,
Not if it meant being with someone else and not u!!

Please let me love you,
thats all i ask...
U make it so hard for me to forgive,
I really need us to last!

Love, it breaks u into pieces,
but the only thing strong enough to join them back,
is this very same love, that no longer exists.
n realizing that, just breaks u all over again....

Its easier if u don't exist,
Its harder to remember what i miss.