Is it really to much if all I ask for is to not be sad?

Poetry is the art your heart draws

Sometimes, I look at you and I feel the love I used to have for you so long ago; then I remember how much you hurt me and why I hate you so.

It's not that I don't love you, because I love you more than life.
But how can I be with a person who hurts me again and again and always says "This is the last time."?

Just one month has gone by.
All this time and I still don't know why.

Rest In Peace </3

So it's really true about wanting what you can't have. The second I realized you were gone forever was the second I realized I would never stop loving you.

Rest in peace you beautiful boy.

Six months ago, we were best friends... I saw you the other day and you didn't even say hello.
What is it exactly I did, to make you hate me so?

I started to date you on a whim,
Now I know you're just like him.
I have opened up my heart once more
And you've torn it up, that's for sure.

It took me but only a moment to look into your cerulean eyes and utter the word 'hello' but now I'm still trying to look away from you and her and say my final goodbye.

Sometimes it's hard to look at how life once was and how it's changed; so for right now I'm going to laugh it up and live as though "now" is all there ever was.