Without you I am fine, but i don't know how many days i pretending like this.

Its not hurting me too much that you not love me again,
but I hurting myself a lot because still I am in love with you..

I don't know where are you right now,
but i settlled with your memories..

My thought forcing me to forget you
but my tears still writing your name...

Since you left me sometimes my life is looks like black and white but i realized black and white is also a color..

Since you left me I tried many times to kill my pain, but somehow it's still alive...

My social life is very bad
my street dog sufferring from lung cancer because of over smoking..

It's really hard to accept "you are not mine" but somehow i have to write this into my heart..

Even thousand philosophy never change your life
if you understand everything about a girl it will change a lot.

I think the concept of life is missing here
because money is a good servant.