Four o'clock in the morning
Afraid to open my eyes...

Pain... Tension... Fatigue...
Depression...

Desolation,
Wide open space...

For everything there must come a last.
A last minute, a last hour, a last month, day, or...

How do you walk away from someone you love
And take the road of friend...

I was only eight when it began
Late at night, when I was alone...

Watching you from across the room
sends searing pain through my heart...

Yesterday's goals, dim memories.
Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears...

Inside my sleeve, I pull out my heart,
handing it to you, "careful it's fragile...

Wanting,
lusting...

Ocean waves
wash my soul...

You meant so much to all of us
You were special and that's no lie...