Addiction: to be devoted or surrender (oneself) to...
Back and forth we go...

I'm still here,
though I'm not the same person I once was...

They see, but they don't know.
I pretend and they ignore...

The cry is not pretty
and fragile...

New hair,
new clothes...

The thudding in my chest,
increasing...

I don't love you the same
as I did months before...

They say all things
come to an end...

I can't rely on other people
to cheer me up...

My feelings are off the wall
as I confuse present for past...

I live my life in fairy tales
with evil power-hungry kings...

Guilt and pain.
Why is it that those two words...