I'm not doing this because I want to die, I'm doing it because I can't figure out how to live no matter how hard I try.

What a world when wanting everything & nothing are one in the same.

" I hold in my tears, afraid to loose control. Crying on the inside, drowning my soul. "

"You say you love my eyes, but behind them hide my tears. You say you love my smile, but behind it hides my fears."