My advice to you is to just scream as loud as you can , let out all your anger at the world and just scream until your lungs burn and your head grows faint . Scream until you've come so numb you no longer know if your screaming or not .

I'm so tierd of life , with all its stupid pains and flukes . I just want to run away and hide in a dark corner and never be found . I want to get away from everything and everyone and just let go .

Life can be described in many ways . I like to describe it as a hole that sucks us up . Sometimes it can be dark and scary , sometimes it can be lonely . But no matter what there's always a light guiding us in the right direction .

We can't change our past , only hope for a better future and a chance to redeem ourselves somewhere further down the line .

I miss you , I miss your smile , I miss your face , I miss the way you use to look at me and make me feel like I was the most important thing . I miss the way your eyes would light up when you'd smile at me , I miss the way you would kiss me . I miss us .

A broken heart is much like shatterd glass , its hard to put it back together , often times you get hurt by your attemps to mend it and come out with cut hands, and in the end it never truly is as pure as it was before .

In the end I know its for the better , but I guess I was just to affraid to let go of my childhood dreams that we'd be friends forever .