You push me away
tell me you'll be okay
but I see your tears,
please let me come near
so I can calm your fears...
Baby, that's why I'm here.

I'm no longer worthless
I'm not lost, but newly found..
I walk with my head held high,
You can't bring me down.

I miss the way we used to talk
and how we'd laugh,
just walk and walk
until all our problems would fade away
baby why'd you leave?
I'd give anything to have you today..

I try to hide the tears,
I try to hide the pain,
I smile and laugh it off,
but I remember everything.

I said:"I'm not hurting,
no really I'm fine.."

She said:"Who are you trying to fool?
I can see you crying."

I hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain-
it's the only thing that's real...
the needle tears a whole,
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember everything.

-Johnny Cash

Still trying to find forever...

Our happy memories scar on my heart like a cut on the wrist...
And our bad memories are the bandages that keep you from being missed.

Let go of my hand,
I know that this will hurt,
and I know you'll understand.
So just be quiet,
and later we will talk...
Just leave, don't worry, I'll walk.

--I'll Walk (song)

Everytime my heart's been hurt, the scars inside got worse and worse.