And how long will I have to wait for you to see...I live day to day hoping that you might finally love me...

You put up walls
and paint them all a shade of grey,
and I stood there loving you
and pushed them all away...</3

(Taylor Swift)

I sit here and starve because the pain of being hungry is the one kind of pain I can control.

Every smile you fake
is so condiscending,
counting all the scars you've made...</3

(Taylor Swift)

&&You come away
with this great little story
of a Mess Of A Dreamer
with the nerve to adore you...
Oh what a shame...</3

(Taylor Swift)

All I needed was the truth...</3

And I live everyday
in the hopes that maybe you'll walk by and say
"I really gave all that away?"

I don't know why
I couldn't see
that you never
truly loved me.

I tried to be perfect,
Tried to be honest,
Tried to be everything that you ever wanted...</3

(Hawk Nelson)

At night I sit and dream
of all that we could've been
and everytime I do,
I feel all the pain again.