I try to hide the tears,
I try to hide the pain,
I smile and laugh it off,
but I remember everything.

I said:"I'm not hurting,
no really I'm fine.."

She said:"Who are you trying to fool?
I can see you crying."

I hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain-
it's the only thing that's real...
the needle tears a whole,
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember everything.

-Johnny Cash

Still trying to find forever...

Our happy memories scar on my heart like a cut on the wrist...
And our bad memories are the bandages that keep you from being missed.

Let go of my hand,
I know that this will hurt,
and I know you'll understand.
So just be quiet,
and later we will talk...
Just leave, don't worry, I'll walk.

--I'll Walk (song)

Everytime my heart's been hurt, the scars inside got worse and worse.

I fell face first into a pile of his bull s*&^.

Don't promise me forever,
because we've only got today.

His sin is great, and his heart unpure, but sometimes you can't help but feel insecure.