- im so lost , i wish i could explain myself but words ecsape me-

-song

All who love me and care, please dont bother dont try to understand dont dare. i will just end up hurting you, for i am to weak, theres nothing anyone can do.

How can i dance, when my world keeps turning...

-read beyond the text...its from a song

So many scars to remember the pain,
u look at them and call me werid.
but really this is all that is keeping me sane...

I like it when u look at me cuz i know for one slipt second i crossed your mind..

-unknow

No matter what i do
the hurt and saddness shows though
i cant do this anymore i cant pretend
its jsut to way to much, i will never mend...

Life is like a gift, it can be taken away any minute.

Im hiding something u can see it burning in my eyes, u try to get it out of me, but all u hear are lies.. sorry..

I dont believe that this is bigger then me, dont try to ignore that this is killing me, i dont need to go though this on my own, cause everyone is there and lots of them who care.. but they dont UNDERSTAND!!!!
song sorta.

Locked in your room with the radio turned up so no one can here you screaming..
song