My thoughts are with you even though i know you are so far away..

I'm acting through it all

My body is hanging and you are my rope..

As i hear the news i fall to the ground and cry , why did u have to leave me alone in a world so broken and cold..

You'll tell me what needs to be said... but i wont want to hear it...

I dont mean to push you away, maybe im just scared that i'll get hurt again...

If you really cared, you'd leave me alone!!

What's worse a lie that draws a smile or the truth that draws a tear..?

You laugh cause im different, i laugh cause your all the same..

Nothing is more painful then realizing he meant everything to you and you meant [nothing] to him..