Life sometimes just isnt worth it !

Advice is what you look for when you already know the answer but wish you didnt!

Everyday i look to you, expecting answers to the questions we will never know..... expecting you to come back

Everything is so wrong and i dont belong living in your precious memories

-song

Its always times like these when i think of you and wonder if you ever think of me!

When i smile i smile for you, when i cry i cry for you

At this point - i just learned to grin and bare it

-note to self, i miss you terrible, this is what i call tragdey, come back please!

I sit here think about it wonder, how yur sunshine brought about this thunder, leave us now with memories, hundreds of uncertanities, this pain i can not bare!!!

-part of a song we made for my bestfriend who commited sucide-

Lifes slipping away from me