People ask me what I need/want the most. Truthfully all I want is love. Is that to much to ask?

Not even cutting can numb the pain anymore

You don't understand what I'm going through

I smile That doesn't mean its real
I laugh That doesn't mean I'm having fun
Look behind this fake smile and laugh
All you will find is a broken girl

I can't deal with the pain much longer:'(

You broke my heart and then walked away.....you should be proud.

I'm in a dark hole and I'm not coming out anytime soon

I just want this all to end that's all I'm asking for.

The blade is calling my name I want to reach for it yet something holds me back and I don't know what it is

I lost you and I don't know how to get you back.