I smile That doesn't mean its real
I laugh That doesn't mean I'm having fun
Look behind this fake smile and laugh
All you will find is a broken girl

You don't understand what I'm going through

Not even cutting can numb the pain anymore

People ask me what I need/want the most. Truthfully all I want is love. Is that to much to ask?

I'm trying to accept the fact that I will never be the reason for your smile.

My love for you grows stronger each day :)

The thought of loosing you scares me

I miss you so so much

For 5 minutes my life almost seemed....ok?

Real friends don't screw you over.