I'm done...I don't care anymore...u win

I need to stop missing u...loving u ...wishing u were here....I wish I could numb the pain...but it wont ease or fade away ...

Words escape me...but the pain u left behind ...i feel all the way to the core...feels as if a hole been punched in my chest and the ache wont ease or fade away.

I cry because I'm alone ,I have no home ,and my hearts broken....

Part of me misses you

Why do i try to even fit in ...when i know i never can...

I sit right infrount of you and I'm still invisible.

My hearts dead....i can't love anymore

I hate the hell hole i live in.

Please mean what you say....be real this time and dont break my heart..