My heart hurts
I'm so confused
But I don't care
I still love you.

Alone then
Alone now
Alone forever....

I have to be perfect
Say all the right things
I must keep a smile on my face
The cheerness in my voice
But when will someone understand
That I'm not perfect
My smile is fake
and my voice
Like my heart is broken...

I look out into the world
At the future that lies ahead
But I'm so tempted to look back
And remain forever in the past .

There's a ach in my chest
A hole in my heart
And lonely ness
That is forever my friend.....

I feel it coming again
As I have once before
The end of you and me.....

Bitter and twisted thoughts
Fill my mind
You left me behind
I tell you I'm sorry
Its been a long story
But to you it ends
There is no amends...

Every thing I want to say
On the edge of my tongue
But i don't if I should say
You may turn away.....

As the tears fall
and pain explodes
my lips are forever to remain silant.....

Im here dam it!!!
Why cant anyone see me???