It to hard to smile
It to hard not to cry
Its to hard to pretend I'm not dieing inside.

Today I'm actually happy:D

Everytime I trust
I look to see there backs.

When the pain is all you feel
When your hearts cold as ice
When the days blur together
when your so close to falling apart
How do u find yourself again?

"Broken hearts forever"

His voice soothing the fears
His laugh calming raging nerves
Hearing him speak makes my heart feel safe
Perverted or not (lol)
He keeps me sane
Makes it feel ok again
Even if it just for a little while.

My broken heart screams in pain
But when he's around
It makes it a little bearable.

I want to run away......far away.....where no one can ever find me.....where i can finally be free.....

I miss everybody!!!

Why dose it feel like everyone ignoring me?
Why dose it feel like no one want me?
Why dose it feel like the world it self is to?
Why ? Tell me why?