I think I know why now...

No, I'm not okay....I'm utterly sick of myself...

Ive never seen so my effing blood in my life...

I'm just going to hold my head up high...

Ya know what f**k this...I try but it all gets thrown at me like I'm nothing...

Just because I seem okay, doesn't mean I am...

One day my scars will take up my whole arm..

My heart is breaking

It hurts...

Maybe my eyes are deceiving me, because this ain't you...