Do they not realize I'm slowly dying?
The fake laughter I use when I feel like crying...

I'm with him now
but I still miss you...

This weekend made me want to give up.
I'm hurting the people that I love...

You treated me like trash
and I let you...

I've never been so depressed before.
I can never function...

The tears have been dried
My make-up reapplied...

My eyes are misty with unshed tears,
Cringing from the pain of not feeling you near...

Dear Mom,
I know you can be mad at times...

My blades take my pain away,
from them I will never stray...

I won't be here when you wake.
It's okay, it was my own life to take...

One big slice, I'm almost there
One big slice, you wouldn't care...

One kiss was all it took,
and I came crawling back to you...