"I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." -Kurt Cobain

I used to believe that holding on wasn't pointless. That maybe, if I just hung in there, things would eventually get better. I guess that my efforts were in vain after all...

Just took a depression test. Score: "Extremely high."

There is no reconciliation that will put me in my place and there is no time like the present to drink these draining seconds...

I am become death.

THE SCREAMING, THE SCREAMING

Thank you guys so very much for getting me my little "F" award :3

Did it hurt when you fell from heaven? Because it hurt when I crawled out of hell.

Bury all your secrets in my skin...
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sin...
The air around me still feels like a cage...
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage...

- excerpt from Snuff by Slipknot

What if the only person keeping me alive dies?