A million tomorrows could never equal our past
A million relationships could never equal the one...

I'll think of you as I have for years
You're just hanging on the beach and drinking...

In this malefic web entwined
former presence obscured from mind...

We live our lives in the most wasteful of ways
Baggage from our past packed for future days...

We are taught from birth to reach for the stars,
No dream beyond reach no illusion too far...

Busy, harried, hurried
Rushing working worried...

Never ending constant thoughts
of things once wished for but never got...

You say you want me to write happy prose
but anyone who knows me, knows me at all, knows...

His love is proven, the mark remains
Silence prevails and the spilt blood stains...

You promised me I would forever be the only one...
You gave me your word, your oath, your bond...

Tucked in tight to slumber deep
In the cover of darkness death does creep...

Feelings exhausted undefined
Futile efforts undermined...