I got asked a questions today
Of which one was more scarier...

She was so beautiful when you looked at her
You wanted her for yourself...

i cant sstop shaking i feel my self being consumed...
mmy mind is going hundreds of miles a hour...

I thought i was getting better
I thought every thing was OK but its just bitter...

Everyone has someone to love
But i will be all alone...

I have made so many mistakes
I have done so much wrong...

Little nose
Little hands...

One day i wont be alone
He will take me by the hand and guied me...

I belive that i can not die
I have tried to commit suicide so many times...

I hate the rain
I hate it so much...

Its so funny how the silence still scares me
Its been years...

My heart aches i cant get rid of these thoughts...