All those times you shamed me,
All those times you wouldn’t let be,
All those times you screamed and yelled,
All those times my heart you felled,
All those times you said I weren’t true,
All those times I loved you….

….I made a mistake

How is it that,
When all is good,
I am bad,
And when all is bad,
I am good?

It scares me when I understand,
It scares me when I don't,
It scares me when I'm not depressed,
It scares me when I am,
It scares me when I can feel the pain,
But it scares me most when I'm numb.

I have learnt from experience that no-one is ever as symapthetic as you'd like. So I have given up trying to get them to see.

I don't cut because I'm sad, I cut because that means I can controll the pain.

Every time I get over you something happens and I realize I love you more than ever before.

I sing a song, for you I long,
I weep a tear, for you I fear,
I dream a dream, for you and me.

He was my shining star,
He was the reason I lived,
And I threw him away.

Little girl,
Only young,
Never happy,
Ever sad,
Love lost,
Yesterday left forever.

The vandals came to my house last night,
The vandals came to beg,
The vandals came with a razor blade,
And cut my arms and legs.