Poor defenseless weakened heart
is it true that if you hurt you break...

My mind is like an endless sea
Different, yet the same...

As we sit, foot apart
Laughing and smiling...

Close your eyes
Calm your breath...

Frazzled by the hurt and the pain
Sometimes I wonder who it is to blame...

My life is like cancer
It happened with no explanation...

I lay in my bed
Full of dismay...

Its difficult laying in bed.
Remembering his hands around my body...