Somewhere in this darkness theres a light that i cant find.. maybe its to far away...or maybe im just blind..

I've got something to say, but now I've got no where to turn
It feel like I've been buried underneath all the weight of the world

If only i didnt always have to be the one trying to start a conversation with you
If only i didn't have to feel like I'm chasing something that i can never have, or something that will never be there

I miss talking together
I miss calling on the phone
I miss the billion texts
I miss my second home

I miss our stupid jokes
I miss laughing forever
I miss acting silly
I miss acting clever

...didnt write this...

I can't feel the way I did before
don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

...from linkin park...

Why is it that the people we hold the closest say and do the things that hurt most?

When you finally think you have something..
You realize its nothing at all..

I miss waking up,
Already smiling
I miss being happy and laughing
I feel so abandoned
Left all on my own
And if only I’d known
Happy times would be over too fast

..didnt write this onee...

Happiness and misery
I'm up and down, so confused...
I want to scream
But theres nobody listening...

...didnt write this one...

How can something so good go so bad
How can something so right go so wrong