I think of you, when I'm resting at home,
you're here with me, even though I'm alone...

Why don't you look,
whenever I stare...

Why does it happen,
so very often...

Why can't I find,
a happier time...

You're always around,
yet we hardly speak...

Darkness surrounds me,
it's up in my face...

At first I hated you,
I wanted you to die...

Just leave me alone,
I don't wanna be touched...

I'm giving up,
no more thoughts of it...

I made a choice,
one I regret...

It slips through my hands,
like tiny grains of sand...

What happened here,
what did you do...