I'm here, I'm here... all alone
Walking through this world as a lifeless drone...

Dear Diary,
Today I finally let it all go...

I look at this world all around me,
With eyes scanning for possibility...

I've never felt nervous in anyway
But then again I've never had my breath taken away...

I try to fool myself into believing I'm an adult
Maybe it's my errant emotions that are so...

Every time I close my eyes
I see your smile, I see your face...

I feel no part of me,
I feel a loss of stability...

Dear Soldier,
I know you believe in the red, white and blue...

Sometimes what I feel
Deep inside me is concealed...

I’m old enough now to take care of myself,
And I know you probably feel unneeded now...

I know I hurt you
I can feel your pain...

I stand alone upon the street,
Pelted by the immersing rain...