My face is turning red
tears just fall down my cheeks...
So many things going on inside my brain
So many thoughts racing back and forth...
Your yelling starts up again
I put myself into my happy place...
Watching my blood dripping down my arm
Not feeling a bit not hearing a sound...
Nightmares please go away
Disappear into the rainy sky...
I cant Breath
I'm growing weak...
Sometimes i think to myself
and know my smile's fake...
I'm sitting in the dark
Crying yet again...
Talking to you
Always Brightness my day...
Cant rid this feeling of oppression
Cant rid the red eyes from crying...
Sleepy waters kneel at my feet,
Waters spraying, young and sweet...
Slowly i fell apart
Slowly my world crumbled...