To afraid to look forward, to ashamed to look back....

Im an outsider looking in, wishing i could get out.

I walked right into another lie, i force myself to say goodbye

Saddened on Christmas with a fake smile to hide, all the loneliness she has built up in her mind.

Life is a raft on the giant ocean of life and im along for the ride.

How can everything be ok when you are my everything & now your gone...

Sometimes it hurts to love so bad,
When you know what it can put you through,
Sometimes it hurts to even laugh,
There's nothing funny if it's killing you…

Can't sleep, this restless night is full of tears...

I smile just to hide the pain

I need you to hold me, hug me, kiss me, love me...I miss you