I have so many thing's hidden inside that are...
I feel so helpless to this disease that's taking...

I push myself away.
Dreams of better places...

I begged the lord to bring you back to me,
He never did...

I sit not talking to anyone,
Leaving them to think what they want...

You look outside,
See beauty...

I don't want to be connected to anyone.
I want to be in my own world...

I sit alone,
Waiting for the change...

My hate swallows Me whole,
Making me bitter...

I am alone in this world,
Unable to breathe...

Angel of Death come take me away,
I have so much to pay...

I sit alone in my room,
Muling over what happened...

I am drowning in misery,
Breathing in decay and mould...