My hate swallows Me whole,
Making me bitter...

I sit alone,
Waiting for the change...

My soul is lost forever,
I will never get it back, no not ever...

I push myself away.
Dreams of better places...

I have so many thing's hidden inside that are...
I feel so helpless to this disease that's taking...

So much pain
So much hurt...

I begged the lord to bring you back to me,
He never did...