Shouting about all my fears,
When behind closed doors i cry red tears...

Josh,
I just want to tell you...

Last night I called your name,
I could feel your presence in the room...

Once upon a time, when i was lost in my thoughts...

Before I can let go and forget, I have to let go...
I've finally let go, I've let go of you, I've let...

The meaning of life,
all comes down to my knife...

Theres so many things in life i don't understand,
When things happen that were never planned...

Though I wasn't looking for anyone new,
One day I got e- mail and in it was you...

Ya know,
I'd give anything to be there with you right now...

Tears of rage stroll down my cheeks.I can't be...
This feels costly, I'm so very low. its better to...

I question myself, why do I live
I have nothing to offer I have nothing to give...

Sit for a minute and hold my hand.
Let's dig our feet into the sand...