You are free and so am I,
I've saved myself for you...

Javi is catching,
Maddox is pitching...

Life is not a privilege,
Life is just a chore...

I'm evil, I'm hated,
I'm also unloved...

I'm friendless, I'm hopeless,
I'm saddened and scared...

Evil is everywhere. Evil is me.
I want you dead; why can't you see...

Blowing things up,
And burning things down...

My hands are shaking
My stomach is tight...

A sleeping girl, A sad disgrace
A dirty mind, an ugly face...

I have no friends
There's no one there...

I'm sitting in the dark
I'm contemplating death...

I wrote this for Chris.
I guess I was wrong...