Happiness is an emotion I was born to this world without,

I'll be honest the silver linings are getting harder and harder to manufacture
And the smiles are so difficult to fake.

I am choking back my longing for shed tears
So strangulated by my lonesome fears plead
Don\'t worry too much, it only hurts when I breathe

Alone would be a pleasant change from here
How do you gauge loneliness how you ever felt so alone
It feels like the light will never reach me here

Hope as left me fuc.king shattered
Someone's standing on my chest

My lips are screaming pretty nothings

Break myself slave to my weakness choke on my words

I remember when my dreams were dying
and I damned the sun, I damned the sun to pieces
I carved hateful thoughts into my chest
then you took my hand and nothing, no nothing has ever felt the same

I never realized that I can be what I hate

The world around you falls away and I will still be there