F.alse
E.vidence
A.ppearing
R.eal

Push the blade down
just another way to cope
when my world comes crashing down
and I've lost all hope

from my poem 'Welcome to my Nightmare'

A line appears, and then another
blood lost to keep me sane
the only thing keeping me alive
is the amount of flesh from my vein

from my poem 'Welcome to my Nightmare'

& on that day I finally realized, we were never a family, we just shared 'DNA'...

Shit happens and you either move on, or you let it devour your life...

Rid myself of the world
Yeah, its crossed my mind
But everyone tells me
"It will get better just give it time"

from my poem 'Slice by Slice, Peace by Piece'

Depression eats away my sanity
As the knife looks better each day
Stealing what's left of my soul
A pain that never really goes away

from my poem 'Slice by Slice, Peace by Piece'

All my common sense gone
The depression never fully leaves
And in those moments
My self-harm is conceived

from my poem 'Slice by Slice, Peace by Piece'

Not wanting to live
That was back then
Now my life is different
All because of him

From my poem 'Death'

The rope burns have faded
The bruises have healed
It's amazing what a simple smile
These days can conceal

- from my poem 'Never Be the Same'