I would lock myself away
hoping eventually I'd die
left with nothing but a razor
and a million reasons to cry

~from my poem "Trust"~

I want to cry my tears
let me cut away my pain
because when I cut
all my problems seem to drain

~From my poem "My Mirror"~

So many suicidal thoughts
so many tears left unshed
for each tear that doesn't fall from my eyes
you'll see a cut there instead

~from my poem "The Truth"~

I think of the blade in my hand
and how many people have broken my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
but I'm falling apart

~from my poem "on the edge"~

You're the first on my black list
because of all the scars you made
you tend to open them all back up
just as they start to fade

~Part of my poem "my biggest mistake"~

I got a life once but it ended up being this one...

I can't help you if I can't help myself...

Yeah I used to be suicidal
but I'm not anymore
because now my body
lay lifeless on the floor...

~from my poem "Lifeless"~

I'm going to write a story
one with a twist
I'm going to write it with this blade
and slide it across my wrist

My problems fade away
as I watch myself bleed
for when I get depressed
this is all I need

~part of my poem "Left to die"~