I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The blade tears a hole
That old fimilar sting
I try to tear it all away
But I still remember everything...

Breaking free from my cell
The blade is the key
Put it to my wrist
And let the rest set me free

part of my poem Painless Suicide

I wish so much for a match
Set my world of darkness into flames
Sprinkle leaves of magic upon my arms
And softly say “things will change”

Part of my poem Broken Angel

Never do anything half way...

Tell me the truth

Don't tell me a lie

Tell me why you broke my heart

Tell me why I cry

Repeat after me

Say I love you too

But you can't

Because I asked for what's true

~from my poem Tell me what's True~

The first and worst of all fruads is to cheat one's self. All sin is easy after that.
-by Pearl Bailey

It's better to be a good nobody then to be an evil some body.

*IGOR*

Life is a question,
Love is the answer

That's what love is, going on when you're not sure
Can you really trust in something you can't see
But you feel it in your heart, mind, body and soul
You just have to have faith and believe

You'll never leave where you are, until you decide where you'd rather be